in the office

today is tuesday...i came to work..but i dont really have much work that needs to be done...i have alrady submitted my monthly report last week since my boss is off on his holiday, i dont really have things that need to be done. i gess i can do other things but i gess im just lazey at the same time. even now, i had a good lunch and now i am so sleepy. its after 2pm so i dare not sleep. eventhough my boss is not around, im quite sure other people are around.

sometimes im like this, especially when i have submitted my reports...i have nothis else that needs to be done. i am a bit jeles of my other officemate. they seem to have a lot of work that needs to be done. even my coworker sitting opposite from me seems to be looking at her monitor all the time. sometimes i feel that my salary is not because i did work but more because they have agreed to pay me. sometimes i dont get the satisfaction of actually doing work. but i ges that is how it is....

when i was studying, i couldnt wait to start working so that i would have my own money and can buy what ever i wanted. then the debts start coming and piling...in the end....well, other people would understand.

anywa, enjoy the rest of your day.....

my mommy

salam..

i lost my mommy in 2003. it was the worst year for me. the thing is..she left us so suddenly. i remember that day. i had just come back from kl and she was sleeping. since she was a light sleeper, i didn't want to wake her up. the next day i went to see her and she complained of back pain and said that she was uncomfortable. i kissed her and said goodbye. i promised that we would talk when i came home later in the evening. that was the last time i talked to her. i got a call from daddy saying that he was taking her to the hospital. i said i'll be home soon. 10 mins later, he called again and said that i had to come back now and to go straight home and not to the hospital. i asked if mommy was okay..then he said that she was gone. have you ever heard the phrase..the world suddendly dissapeared or everything went blank? thats how it was for me. by the time i got home all my neighbour had come over to help out. i was a mess..i cant believe she is gone..but i redha...what can i do...

al-fatihah....

Mine

Salam and hi...

My 1st entry into my 1st blog...what to write...hmmmmm....listening to paramore..thats what you get...love the song..its my ringtone.

Opps...something came up..got to go...